Late last night, my dog became much worse. She already hadn’t been eating for several days but we’d been taking care of her every second and trying to make her comfortable. Well, she was trying to get away last night so we knew it was time. We called the vet who told us where to take her and without further ado, we jumped in the car and went. Sassy was actually pretty calm the entire time and that made my mom and I realize that is really was time. The people there were extremely kind and comforting. By the time Sassy died, it was past midnight so today will be the day for future anniversaries of her death. She would have turned twelve May 9th and I’m still going to celebrate it. This is the hardest time of my life right now but I’m going to make it through this. I’ll never forget the dog I grew up with and who I loved like a sister. Love. She’s still here with us. :’)
Had the final conversation with my father last night. He’s still under the illusion that I’m going to be his best friend. >.> After the entire conversation where he kept saying “well, what you need to understand” and “you misunderstood…” *sarcasm* Yes because when you have all of your facts in order already, that’s precisely what you want to hear. That pissed me off, among other things. It’s not my fault that he doesn’t know me or what sets me off. So, we had a nice conversation but he still believes that “you’re(me) just going to wake up one day and find out that she’s(mom) the bad guy and I’ve(him) always been the good guy.” I’m not even going to bother hoping that one day he’ll wake up. I’ve been hoping that for the last ten years and look how well that’s gone. But, I honestly couldn’t be happier! No more lies or shit from his family. None of us were really close anyway so it’s not like it’s very hard to severe what little connection is there. Sure, we’ll be related by blood but all similarities end there. I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend! I know I will. XD
I’m happy to announce that I’m past my writer’s block again lol. I was having some trouble with Chapter Five of Book Two of my trilogy but I finally managed to get past that dang chapter. I’ve already set up the general idea of what I want to happen in Chapter Six but it’s going to take a while to sort out all of the details. For the moment, I’m just writing what comes to mind for it. I haven’t written very much of it since two of my friends came over for the whole afternoon/evening so I was distracted. I seriously doubt that I’ll finish Chapter Six tomorrow, because it looks like it’s going to be a long and complicated one, but maybe by Sunday I can finish it. Nothing set in stone though. I’ve gone back to writing whenever I feel like it and about whatever I feel like since that has always kept me writing prolifically in the past. That’s how I’ve ended up with so many ideas for stories. So, I don’t really know what’s planned for me this week but I’ll take it as it comes. Apparently I’m supposed to hang out with my father sometime this week(which I’m dreading) but I might have to cancel it(yay) because I might get a call back for a job interview. I’m hoping to either be able to work at the Sheriff’s Office, Sun Hydraulics, or a very nice grooming business nearby for a start. It’ll be a while before I hear back about the Sheriff’s Office so I’ll at least be making a little money somewhere. Well, I’m over and out for now! ;p
So, for this birthday, I’ve received four birthday cakes, two out-in-public dinners, and a wonderful steak dinner prepared by my best friend. We just spent the entire evening with Wolf and Debbie. It was amazing, as always, and now I have several books to read and movies to watch. I should really be sleeping early because I’m also going shopping tomorrow and have to get up early to take care of my dog but I think I’m going to pull another late-night, rather than an all-nighter. Thank you to everyone who helped me celebrate my eighteenth birthday and I hope everyone is having a wonderful weekend!
The Hunger Games midnight premiere was amazing! It was cram-packed so we had to sit in the second row but wow! I was actually surprised by how accurate they got every scene(unlike Harry Potter). It’s definitely one of my new favorites and they better make the other two books into movies as well. Otherwise, we may just have to hunt them down and force them to. For those who haven’t read the books, you won’t find spoiler alerts here(as this is a very short post because I’m really tired from all of today’s events). You’ll love the movie and I suggest reading the books regardless of how amazing the movie is. There’s just that whole feeling you get after you read a book and to see it played out onscreen. It’s fantastic! So, happy Hunger Games and may the odds be ever in your favor! ;p
Other than feeling really weird to be an adult and have so much responsibility and lenience abruptly, everything is pretty normal. My entire family are still asses(other than my mom) and they’ve broken all promises to me yet again. I went out with Nancy all day today on job hunts and managed to pick up six job applications. Now to fill them all out and to turn them in tomorrow. I actually pulled an all-nighter last night and slept for two hours so I wouldn’t strain my eyes, lol. I should be preparing myself for the midnight premiere of The Hunger Games tomorrow with my sister so I’m going to try to sleep for ten hours straight. Hopefully it’ll work, even with my allergies bothering me so much. ;p All in all, a good day. This entire week total will end up being awesome.
Today is the last day that I’m a minor. Hard to believe, for me at least. Some people still can’t believe that I’ve done so much at a young age from running fantastic groups on Facebook to blogging like crazy to writing like my life depends on it. Tomorrow marks the passing of eighteen years. The next mark after tomorrow is age twenty and then it’s every ten years. It doesn’t seem that far away at the moment but I’m usually the one to reminisce about these kind of things while my friends go out and get themselves arrested. I’m still not entirely sure what I’ll being today other than going to dinner with my father but I’m going to find something to make this day count as much as the others in my life should have. It’s obvious I aim to be a writer but the full-time job searching officially begins today. I haven’t got that much more to say but I do believe that “wow” just about covers it all. ;p
The real party ended up turning out much better than the Runescape party. People actually showed up. Mind you there weren’t many but I don’t like attempting to entertain a large crowd when my form of entertaining for myself is writing, lol. We hung out for the entire day together and had a ton of good laughs. So! The rest of my week is jam-packed except for today. Tomorrow night I have to go to dinner with my father, Wednesday I’m spending the day with Nancy and possibly Lauren, Thursday Lauren and I are going to the midnight premiere of The Hunger Games, Friday I am going to attempt to catch up on sleep, Saturday I’m going to be dead tired, and Sunday is now going to be my unwinding day. All in all, an awesome birthday(minus the father part). ;p
The whole point of having a blog is to vent your thoughts and have some random person come along to comment their own thoughts on the whole mess. That doesn’t happen on this blog and probably for the fact that they all think I’m a psychopath. They aren’t far off the mark. ;p Being a teenager sucks. It truly does. Sure, you get to start driving, get a job, have more responsibility and such. Despite the fact that you also drift apart from all of your friends, it doesn’t seem so bad. The drama is the worst part. Every little thing is so dramatic that it’s ridiculous. Then you have Prom and then graduation so even more drama. Then you have the drama of finding a college to attend, you start college, and then there’s more drama. Life is all about drama and I have a great dislike for drama yet as you scroll through this blog, you’ll find nothing but drama. Go figure. If I could live on my own little planet, I do believe that things would be much simpler. As it is, I need to get ready for the real-life birthday party I’m having. I wonder who will actually show up to this one…
Well well. Happy St. Patrick’s Day. It’s that day already. See how fast this year is slipping away already? Just yesterday it was the first day of 2012. A brand new start. Yet here we find ourselves stuck in the same old rut doing the same old things and letting precious time flash by. Why this negative post on such a day that is deemed to be so wonderful? Well, you may recall that I mentioned something about having an early birthday party on Runescape and that I had planned it since February 10th. Well, you may also recall that that party was today from 3-8pm. Needless to say, no one showed up. I wasted ninety minutes waiting for someone to show up and no one did so yes, I am cleaning out my friend’s list again within the next couple of days. If you cannot be punctual, you should not accept an invite to an important event. It may not seem like a big deal to you but as I will be turning eighteen in less than four days, it is important to me and that should matter to the ones who agreed to attend. Now, you can make excuses, that’s fine. But you’ll keep making excuses for the rest of your life and I don’t have time for that nonsense. So, Happy St. Patrick’s Day to you.