Sorry this post is so late but I haven’t been having a very good time lately. I am unable to write at the moment but that is only just the half of it. The publishing of my book will be delayed as I have lost two editors now. I prefer local so I have someone to collaborate and discuss things with during the entire editing process instead of sending it off to a publishing company, not having the final say, then having to pay to have the book edited the way I want. Maybe I’m just being complicated about the entire process but it’s my first book, I want to make a good impression, and I want to be a part of all of the steps of publishing. Continuing on, Sassy’s 12th birthday is this Wednesday and I’ve been depressed about that. I miss her a lot and I still feel like I never gave her enough attention while I had her. I’ve been drowning some things out with Runescape and music but it’s not helping as much as it did at first. All I can hope is that I can manage to write at some point and to keep writing during that random inspirational burst. It’s the only thing that makes me feel better in situations like this.